So when did the year almost come to an end without me knowing?
This year I have had some big changes in my life, some expected, others were not. Anastasia has had a good year, although she is still looking forward to Christmas and not reflecting like I already am.
This month I turn 37. If you asked me when I was younger how my life would turn out, I would have never guessed I would be where I am now. Not so much location, status I guess would be the easiest way to describe it. I never thought I would be
raising my daughter on my own. I never thought I would still be single. On that subject, I would have never guessed, wrote about or even fathom the events of this year, let alone my life up until now.
So much more to live yet. I am pretty sure I have not hit the half way point of my life, although who knows. If I go with what I was told I only have till I am 63. No, I don’t believe in fortune tellers, tarot cards or palm readers. I was told this by someone not of the living. Long story, I won’t get into it now. Although I think it was a lie. Wouldn’t be the first time. Again, long story.
Who knows what lies ahead, I know where I have been and I know what I have done and what I have been exposed to.
All I can do is keep being the best father I know how. The rest will fall in place. Even if it only falls in place for my daughter, that is my only purpose now.
12:40 pm on December 4th, 2008
2008 was the year of change!!
2009 should get better and by 2012 sorry to hear the Mayan calendar ends so who knows!! Or does it?? Ask John Titor if he believes in fortune tellers and well he could at least be a little more clear about the future having been from the year 2036. He’d tell you the Russians bomb the US in 2015 and would state that Nebrasksa would be the new white house.
2008 was a crazy year and I’m glad the year is almost complete. What is in store for 2009 I have no idea but wish you and your daughter the best year yet!! You never know…
Love from your bro