15
Apr
I realized late last night in another one of my sleepless night thinking sprees that I have no answers. I have no suggestions and no illusions about today or tomorrow.
I realized I am a silly idiot with dreams in my head that simply do not come true. There is no happily ever-after or the ‘one’ that actually makes you feel like you are wanted.
Just a cold hard reality that no matter where you live or how close or bizarre the next ‘one’ is, I am not wanted.
A hard truth to swallow. I am not wanted.
Sorry if you thought this post would have something to do with single parenting, although I guess it does, cause I have to figure out how to hide my shame and truth from my little one. So much for teaching her not to lie.
11:07 am on April 29th, 2009
Wow.
This will be of little comfort, but reading this post made me feel better. The isolation of being a single parent is just too much.
7:20 pm on March 21st, 2010
Interesting…I just started reading your blog and this one popped right out at me. I have recently come to this realization as well. I am the one common denominator in all of my dating misadventures…hmmm…not very comforting. :)