So when did the year almost come to an end without me knowing?
This year I have had some big changes in my life, some expected, others were not. Anastasia has had a good year, although she is still looking forward to Christmas and not reflecting like I already am.
This month I turn 37. If you asked me when I was younger how my life would turn out, I would have never guessed I would be where I am now. Not so much location, status I guess would be the easiest way to describe it. I never thought I would be
raising my daughter on my own. I never thought I would still be single. On that subject, I would have never guessed, wrote about or even fathom the events of this year, let alone my life up until now.
So much more to live yet. I am pretty sure I have not hit the half way point of my life, although who knows. If I go with what I was told I only have till I am 63. No, I don’t believe in fortune tellers, tarot cards or palm readers. I was told this by someone not of the living. Long story, I won’t get into it now. Although I think it was a lie. Wouldn’t be the first time. Again, long story.
Who knows what lies ahead, I know where I have been and I know what I have done and what I have been exposed to.
All I can do is keep being the best father I know how. The rest will fall in place. Even if it only falls in place for my daughter, that is my only purpose now.
